www.myspace.com/maggot1584

Damn, I cant believe I have driven over 7,000 miles already in my car, I have only had it for four months. I bought it with 154,000 and noy it has 161,500. BLAHHHHHHH

 

 

I'm so bored lately, I need to do something with my life. I have nothing to do anymore, I am getting no side jobs so I am stuck at home all damn day doing nothing. I must wash my car like 3 times a week and wax it like once a week, pretty soon there isnt going to be any paint on the damn thing if I keep it up.

 

 

HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE 

My car had been weird lately. It has an over heating problem. About three weeks back it was getting really bad so I thought it was the water pump, so I replaced it. That fixed it for a while, but now it is acting up again. I went to check the thermostat and there wasn't one, I'm sure that it part of the problem. I have also noticed the radiator isn't holding any pressure, so I am going to replace that too. That should fix the problem. Other than that, next week I am going to buy a cold air intake, traction bars, brake shoes and pads, a new fuel pressure regulator and a new muffler. That should give it about 30 more HP. I am only going to buy that stuff if the over heating problem subsides. If not I am going to spend an ass load of money and swallow my pride and take her to a mechanic.

So yesterday I got a car. Its awesome, I finally have a car that I could call my own. I love it. Its a 1997 Chevy Cavalier Coupe. 

Some asshole shot my cat in the back with a BB gun. I have no idea why, but the steel ball is still lodged in her back. I feel bad for her, but she doesn't seem to mind it. I have got to try and soak it today and see if i loosens the skin to get it out. If not, off to the vet she goesss...

So much pain. One may start to think it is their fault...


"Whatever.

Just fuck off then. Have a good time going solo.

Perhaps someday you'll find that it is not as pleasant as today you may think it is. Perhaps not. I don't really give a fuck.

Grow the fuck up. Or not. Again, I don't really give a fuck.

Enjoy your victim role. That is what you fell you need--to be a victim. So be it.

You poor little victim. Everything so unfair! Whaaa. Whaa. Whaaa. Blah. Fuck blaa blaaa.

Cya.
Dick."


Would you say that is an appropriate thing to say to your son? no matter the circumstances?

I guess I am used to it. my mother abandoned me as well. now him. I guess it was inevitable. I don't have a brother either, I had to write him off as well. the only people family wise I have these days are my two sisters, their father, my uncle and grandmother. My grandmother is in poor health, I don't know how much longer I will have her. Who am I left with after that?

I'm almost alone...